and so, i ponder..again

>>>AND SO, I PONDER..AGAIN

its been 2 weeks, and i'm still feeling it.
i can't stop wondering how things might be different if i had hold on for another 4 days.
just 4 days.

its not just how much i still feel,
its not just how long i wished it would last;
its the pitiness that it might have lasted longer.
a lot longer.

after all, it started off well.
damn well.

i really can't stop wondering.

and now, i can only forever read our dialogues.

~

some things that happen in life, ill never understand but i have that assurance that my life is in Your hands.