the melodrama of my life

Saturday, August 28, 2004

it hasn't ended

>>>IT HASN'T ENDED


we can finally relax, since i dont think we need to study much for the ecm test on tues.


for the next 2 weeks, we're left with only 4 deadlines: ecm online discussion, the presentation, ecm report part1; 38 surveys to complete, and the spss template to fill in.


and its all to be done during our holiday. what good is the holiday, other than my tentative one-night-resort trip, and the long-anticipated zoo visit with the class?


im not looking forward for the new term- we'll be piled with an even more insane number of deadlines, all in 5 weeks.


forgoing sleep because you're chatting, or out, or slacking, or watching tv is not a big deal. forgoing sleep just because you're not sleepy is also nothing. forgoing sleep because you're working your project, again, is crazy, especially when you havent had enough rest from your previous deadline yet. i'm very very shagged.


ive lost count of how many friends are falling sick, including myself.


can i blame the bad weather too?


though now that some of the projects have been submited (far from its best), several things are still on my mind. the irony is, i do not know exactly what all of them are. there were, and are, just so many we had to do, i couldnt keep track.


i havent been able to think straight; i am confused.


to the couple of friends who went through my extremely-bad-mood-swings this month (pms can really do harm), bearing with all my shit, and staying up with me through the late nights: i'm sorry for the off mood, and i really appreciated the patience.


i believe, several of us are stressed.


dear, thinking too much about one thing often lead to another, and another, and another.. until everything becomes a blur. this is often the reason why we feel offish and lost so often these days. you need a good rest; i'm sure things would be better soon. do not dread facing what you have to. i hope to see yr positivity overcoming your stress eh?


i guess our fatigue caused us to ponder too much.


give us back our optimism.

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