Sayin' how we feel is no longer allowed
i know i am over u.
still, i liked seeing u.
occasional chats made me smile,
as i recall how we used to be.
memories flowed back continually.
but i didn't pine for you that way.
i knew things are not the same anymore.
when the topic of you was broached by your friends,
i thought the avoidance of the topic was necessary.
nothing was said, nothing could possibly be assumed.
yet, i was.. avoided, somehow.
perhaps they were pure coincidences.
perhaps perhaps perhaps.
perhaps sensitivity got the better of me,
but i'm left puzzled by your actions.
*
We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
Cause sayin' how we feel is no longer allowed
(Boyz 2 Men - Water runs dry)
posted by Sharon Wong @ 17:50
2 Comments:
how could rejection ever be easy?
that's why so many of us choose to be afraid.
sometimes i wonder about being brave, i imagine being brave; but it seems like you can never have the best of two worlds.
you can be afraid, but little things that you never asked for can make you happy.
or you can be brave and ask what what you want but not be able to get it.
you know? i know it's all part of a big assumption.. but i haven't learnt how to be brave yet.
Strangely ironic.
It is not about being brave.
It is about being less afraid.
A thing line separates them.
We live in constant fear without it controlling us for the most part but i guess when it comes to this, fear tends to consume even the most gungho.
And I'm a walking example of talk the talk, but not walk the talk eh?
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