the end of 2004

2004 isn't a fantastic year for me.
i've been through many turns of events; good and bad. in fact, i would say it's a bit too much for me to swallow.

yes, i've also a plentiful of joys but i've also gotten, i believe, more disappointments this year.
i've been unhappy too much,
i've been moody too often;
i've been having too many 'if only', way too many.
i've been too prideful.

things i've learnt in 2004?

how things can happen is really astonishing. how quickly the things can happen is even more astonishing.

i've also learnt a little more of others, and little more of myself through the eyes of others.

i've never made new year resoltuions. i've always doubted my ability to accomplish them.
besides, i've seen too many people not being able to stick by their resolutions. so, what's the point?

but looking back on 2004, ill make my first resolution for the new year ever:
to stay happier longer, more often.

sounds easy.. quite easy.