so, 2005 begins bad.

so, 2005 begins bad.

'warehouse' was barren; phuture was over-crowded, and their music was bad.

at those times when i had almost anticipated for a certain person's presence, it didnt occur.
yet when it finally happened, at an unexpected timing, the need for avoidance surfaced. not once or twice but thrice. just the availability to see from afar had always been suffice for me.
it was anguishing to realise how awkward the meeting was, yet i didn't want to miss those captivating eyes.


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when hollers begin in the morning, proceeding with the astonishment of some irresponsible pushing of blame, it totally pull moods down. And, when things are not getting better yet, the night had to end with being cursed at.

talk about the need to stay happy more this year.