AN APPRECIATION SHOUT-OUT

im comforted by the well-wishes by my friends, upon reading my recent entries or my nick on msn.

but i'm alright, really. i'm not upset or saddened or going through any states of depressions.
i guess i just have a slight preference for pessimism (over optimism) in what i read and type.

for one, yes, there was this longing to see him. there were blog entries and nicks about him. there were walks down memory lane; i thought about him a fair bit. and there was some over-sensitivity at work.
but it ends there, when i know i shouldn't hold on to what im perceived to have regretted.

for the other one, yes, there were constant talks about him. there was a fear of losing what i have (or don't have).
but things between us are just a tad complicated; its neither a we-have-no-choice nor a sad arrangment. we chose this, and are fine with how things are currently.

so i'm alright, really.