the melodrama of my life

Friday, April 07, 2006

MUST ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END?

It's been a horrendously tough week.

Once again, that dilemma is back to haunt me. Except that things are a little more complicated this time round. The actualisation of the expected outcome was harder than I thought. WAaaaayyy harder.

Giving up on either situations will cause a lot of heartache, a lot of regrets and a lot of disapproval from whichever other party. Without weighing the two, one is clearly more important but the other is probably the most important of its kind. Ever, in all these years.

I had to go with the former to breed harmony and it is game over with the other.

As I went for the fitting, I sensed nothing nothing nothing but omen and regrets.

Somehow, I still wish that I didn't try for the interview on that Saturday.