EMOTIONS AT RAGE

My delights and anger, my thoughts and priorites during the last several months were quite inexplicably joyful.

But I wish I would be pleasantly suprised some times; not with tangible things or any appreciated effort to colour my dull life. I just wish for selfless acts that would not cancel my anticipated plans at the very last minute.

When it happens (again) for the umpteenth time, it just kills the surprise that might have been planned.

You're almost here, but I know that is not enough.